This was (excuse my use of kiddie words) dark and astonishingly deep And somehow, beyond the dark, hopeful? In this way that the light is there if you care to look and I would, if I wasn't so caught in the web of oh.

For all I love broken Neal, numb Neal scares me. Because I've been numb. Numb is my comfort zone and it scares me. So this hurt on a completely personal level. I know what it's like to hurt because it's preferable to nothing or preferable to scared or angry. This is a beautiful, painful capture of that.

Thank you for sharing, even the dark places in your head are beautiful.